Been Awhile

Its been over a month since my last post. I appoligze for the delay but living in tupper lake doesnt leave much to talk about. So lets see, whats happend since the last post. Well i went to a party at rachels cabin a couple nights after that post. It was fun, of course by the time i got there everyone was basically hammered already. But it was nice hanging out with them outside of work. Jake played catch up that night, he caught up fast, very fast. Rachel told me when i got there that i couldnt drink more then two smirinofs and drive home. So i started calling her mom. Which she acted like. But i understand why. Doesnt mean i have to like it though right. So i told her fine, i could drink the other two i brought in the car on the way home. WRONG RESPONSE. She gave two of them to her brother jake when i wasnt paying attention. So i went to get my third one and low and behold they were gone. I wasnt happy, but i just let it go. However it is fun to act mad with them about it. Since then not much has really happend here in tupper. I mean i work. Alot. Thats about it. I get yelled at atleast once a day by campers, but do i really care? Fuck no. I just shurg it off and tell them what they are going to be doing one way or another. Like yesterday, i was telling poulin about this guy i caught passing people in the park. Now the speed limit is 15mph and there are kids on the sides of the road in their right mind would pass cars in there. Well it was a guy about my age in a little silver sports car convertable top down with a girl my age in the passanger seat. I walked into the middle of the road to stop him, and he did. Then i started to ask what he thought he was doing. He said the guy was going 10 and the speed limit is 15. I told him that he should understand what the word common sense is and he should use it. So he started asking if he was going over 15, i said you had to be. So i ask for his permit, but he didnt have one he was just dropping off his sister. I looked him dead in the eyes and said "Alright then, Get the Fuck out of my park" And he took off, so i of course radioed ahead and had chuck talk to him as well. Thing is people figure if they push most people just give up. Not me, i push back, but harder. i love dealing with the assholes, makes my job kind of fun because i can yell at someone. A couple days before that someone wanted to talk to the boss because of a third car violation. I told him the boss was off that day. He said fine ill talk to him about it tommorow, and started to walk back to the fire. After he gave me lip that wasnt going to work. So i stopped him and said you can talk to him all you want tommorow, but your still moving that car tonight. Within a minute of that, he said alright ill move the car. I dont chicken out. In all reality, im usually a quiet person. Calm, laid back, and a big pushover. Until someone decides to really push me. Then i push back with force. And you know what...Its fun.

I also went to Oswego for HarborFest the other week. I had a great time guys. I stayed at the Awesome house at Shang Ri La, (Thats our house) with Bryan and Ryan. It was great. I also got to see Lyndsay and Mary which i enjoyed too. I miss everyone in oswego so much. Cant wait to get back around the 26th. We are gonna have tons of fun this year guys. I got a present while in oswego too. Ryan gave me a Construction Helmet. So i walked around with it on for like the next 2 hours. Its fun. Ryan started hitting my head with things while i had it on. Didnt really feel much. I understand our fun might be viewed as somewhat weird at times, but damn it, i fuckin love it. Its great. Of course Djere was supposed to stop by on Saturday, but we were at the carnival when he called. So we called him back and he was already back home. Man what an asshole huh. Just kiddin buddy. So we talked to him on the phone for awhile, Throwin insults at him right and left. Which is something we do better them most people. But since everyone understands its a joke its fine.

The only other thing to really talk about is a couple things rattling around in my head. Nothing major, or earth shattering. Just thoughts. I mean latley ive had thoughts at times, thinking back to the past year. Thinking of everything ive been through. And i get depressed. But its not bad. And its not that often or anything. Just at times thoughts and images of the past year come into my head and i change for a min. But i knew it was bound to happen. I think just being in tupper with no one to really hang with is just making me lonely is all. However, there is this girl at work. The guys have been pushing me to ask her out. They say its obvious she likes me. I mean she made me cookies one night, and talks about when me and her are gonna lift together and stuff. And apparently she talks to them about me when im not around. But i said, i only see her during the summer, here at work. And that i just didnt know. I mean i like her, shes great. I love talkin with her, she jokes around just like me. But im me, and thats afraid. She was talking to me this last week about going and drinkin up at her cabin some night soon. She was thinking tuesday but said she would get back to me. So who knows. But its nice to think. Maybe, maybe i could pull it off. Maybe i could actually get the courage to ask. Maybe, but probably not.....