Just something quick

so my friend john put a bulletin on myspace.com and i got it on my profile there. It said to repost it with the month you were born in the headline. Well i thought that my month fit me to a T so i decided to share this thing with everyone that reads this. Please leave a message telling me if you agree with your month or not. And since most of you might not know what month i was born it is January, Do you think its an accurate description of me? Let see.

Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better....


JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. loves screaming, talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. loves to flirt. hates being left out. hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious whe withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a specail person. stubborn. courious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. sexy but has brains.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart.
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NOVEMBER:
Trustworthy and loyal.Very compassionate and caring.Wild at times.Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mystertious.Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outter beauty.Playful, secretive.Very emotional and takes alot to make angry.Meets new people easily.Fearless and ingependent.Can hold their own.Stands out in a crowd.Gets jealous easily.Essentially very smart
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending

Mid Summer Review

Lets see its been awhile since i wrote in here. Summer has been interesting i guess. I mean i got a cell phone, lost my place to live, got demoted at work. Yup interesting isnt it. I dont know. I mean there is alot going on in my head right now and im just fucking tired of thinking. I mean lets see. First the good things for the summer. I did get my cell phone, which is kinda fun, but yet i dont like phones i just enjoy hearing either "Big Poppa" or the law and order theme play when i get a call or voicemail. Its funny to me really. I won 500 bucks on a 5 dollar scratch ticket. That was very cool as well. Havent really used the money for much more then daily expenses, but its good since i wasnt getting checks from my job until this last week so i went a month without getting paid. Thats about it for the good things this summer.

Lets see, bad things. First off i get word that one of the guys i was suppsoed to live with this fall backed out, he knew 3 months ago, yet failed to let us know. Real cool isnt it? But you know what fuck it. Why should i care about anything anymore right? Right! So i have to try and find a place to stay, if i dont then its back to good ole tupper lake for another fucking year and if that happens i swear i will kill shoot someone or myself. Not sure which is more appealing yet. Sounds like fun doesnt it? Thought so. Then there is the comming back to work this year. Getting told im gonna be a ranger yet again, but oh nope sorry lost your application, your gonna have to be a different position this year. Oh dont worry its only a 2.50 an hour pay decrease. Thats not bad. Yea fuck you its not. Fuckers. I swear, if i could i would walk into the DEC office and slap some people around. Its all politics. So i just have to accept it aparently. God i hate small fucking towns. I need a place where i can go and just disappear. Somewhere where no one knows me, never wants too and i can just become a hermit or some shit like that. Atleast i wouldnt have to put up with the shit that i usually do. Man for someone who seems so cheery in person i definatly never write anything cheery in this blog do i? Nope never. Anyone who reads this stuff is used to it by now im sure. And if your not, then you obviously just dont know me. I dont know anymore. As i was just telling john, im in a cycle. And he was trying to tell me its a tupper problem. Makes ya feel like that. i told him i think this is a paul problem because the shit follows me whereever i fucking go. Was looking to do something this weekend with someone, got told a reason they couldnt. Strong belief however that it was a nice way of just saying no thanks. Thing is im used to it by now. But it still gets me. But whatever, their loss i guess. Whatever, im gonna say goodnight, but as a final word all i can say is "Man i want a fucking Ciggerette right now" but i wont, i cant.... can i?